i don't like happy endings...
i'm not a sadist, i'm not a cynic, i'm just a realist. come on, how many real life stories end up with 'happily ever after'? maybe that's why i'm the only person i know so far who didn't really enjoy Shrek2. and i don't believe in love at first sight either, which explains why i didn't appreciate movies like moulin rouge and romeo&juliet. my definition of good endings: best friend's wedding, the devil's own, troy.
i'm letting go
yeap, i declare defeat in the game to chase after things that were never meant to be. maybe it's a self defense mechanism to protect myself from further hurt and disappointment. but really, when you know that it's never gonna happen and all you had all along were false hopes, you suddenly come to the realization that you have been living in fantasy land. moving on to the daily facts of the day...
clofibrate can cause gallstones although it lowers VLDL production
the superior recurrent ulnar artery continues as posterior recurrent ulnar artery (wait, is that right?)
the axillary artery pierces the clavipectoral fascia (or was it another artery?)
something is seriously wrong with my brains. i can't remember facts as well as i used to. my mind can't even make up its own mind now. i've lost focus in my studies. and i'm starting to miss home. and i've started binge eating again. and i've just realised that my blog is starting to sound like one of a depressed person, which really, i'm not.