Down with the languid bug without any cure...
this is getting quite bad. no mood, no drive, no motivation, non-excitable. been in this lackadaisical mood for ages. nothing interests me. it's the same old routine everyday. wake up, think of what to eat for breakfast, think of what to wear, dress up, go uni, spend time trying to concentrate but end up feeling pukish at the sight of notes, then head back home, blast some music to try and uplift my mood...and then sleep again. oh wow, life's wonderful.
If there's a mid-life crisis, then what do you call this? 'post-teen + pre-adult crisis' ? And NO, i'm not going through PMS. even going to church doesn't excite me, and that's really BAD...
anyway, the only thing i'm looking forward to now is HOME. yes...where i can run away from everything, every one, all duties, all expectations. can't wait! good old stinky bed and pillow, piping hot home-cook food, 24-7 internet connection and astro, well-stocked fridge with all kinds to fruits...9 days and counting!
URGH! i think i'm sick of taking up responsibilities and being the dutiful good girl that i know i should be.
moving on...
Thani is a walking papa pat (quote fr Kathleen). forget the fact that his slides are all from papa patho. try asking him questions and he gives super clear explanations. and how can anyone ever be excited by looking at histo slides?!
i love my PBL group (and NO it's not because of Fei's voice). they're the most responsible and diligent bunch of people. in just 2 hours every Thurs, i think i learn more than mon-wed lectures put together. i actually don't mind PBL 2 stretching till 10.30 when the juniors come knocking at the door for the next PBL. Hope they won't change the grouping for Sem5.
and it's back once again to my oh-so-wow-interesting lectures notes...